Feet with control issues

Howdy peeps, Where do I begin???
I think I will begin with how I spent last night - which was doing
acrobatic conditioning and balancing. Circus school is soooo much fun and
finally I have found my people - i.e. people who want to fly, base, balance and
most of all have fun. So last night was a tough session with professional circus
artist Nick - bootcamp style warm up, hand stand practice and then acro balance.
I learned how to stand on someones shoulders which is a balance called the two top.
And from standing on one guy I got to step on to the next one. This is all about trusting
your base and keeping your balance which isnt that easy when standing almost 2m above
the ground on a small and somewhat wobbly surface. Turns out my body
was pretty fine but my feet have a little bit of a control issue. I want to hold
on with my toes. I guess I just need to tell them that they need to let go.

And speaking of letting go I am going to crash onto my pillow now.
I havent had more than 6 hours of sleep for the last couple of weeks and I
just can't wait.

Lots of love