I am afraid to tell you

I am afraid to tell you how I sometimes look at you when you

sleep. Your perfect lips. Your beautiful face. Your peaceful smile.

I am afraid to tell you that I am happy every time you hold me. 

With your arms around me - I feel complete. How feeling your breath

against my neck calms me.

I am afraid to tell you that I want to spend the rest of my days with you.

That although you sometimes kill me, you make me feel alive. 

I am afraid to tell you when you hurt me. And I know it only hurts because 

I love so much. 

I am afraid to tell you - all the things I never say.