Let out the old

This Christmas has been lovely.
I have had a truly great time with my family
and loved ones. But also it has been very frustrating
because I have been so sad - a sadness I haven't felt in
my heart for a very long time. A longing for my parents
and the reminder that they are not as close as they used
to be. It has been as if tears I have tucked away
for several months all of a sudden had to come out.

And they did. And it actually felt good.
I feel cleansed and lighter.
I have let out some of the old and made room
for the new.

Interestingly enough a piece of porcelain today
symbolizing a tear broke. I have cried enough for
this year. Lets have some fun!
I hope you are having an amazing time.
Lots of love